1 - Write about your first crush. Who was it? Do you still talk to them?
Well. I'm trying to decide if I should do kindergarten...or does that even count? Or should I just skip right to 3rd grade? Well. If you asked me in kindergarten if I had a crush, I would have given you a resonating NO! but secretly, little innocent Kaitlyn had one!! His name was Will. and I'm not gonna lie, we had quite the little romance. we made each other necklaces and we got in trouble all the time for talking! And we always sat by each other for everything!! haha. It was great. But THEN, this other guy, RT, he started to like me! And he would just not give up even though I didn't like him at all and thought he was weir! Not to mention my mother decided to get us together for a playdate once!! It was awful. And we ran into each other at the doctor's office once too...awkward. But I have seen neither of those boys ever since kindergarten!
Then in 3rd grade, there was Tyler. I was head over heels for him!! But of course he liked someone else and barely noticed I existed!! ugh. I was so shy about it, and the other girl was like flirting with him nonstop!!!! so yeah. That one didn't work out so well. hahaha. But I kind of kept up with him until 5th grade, then he moved and I haven't seen or heard of him since!!! I tried to find him on facebook and no such luck! As for the kindergarten boys, well I can't remember their last names to even try to find them!! haha.
So those were my earliest crushes! haha. Before I even knew how capable my heart was of loving! And how vastly it would spread its wings to love! Before I knew I would have my heart broken. Before I knew I would pray for my future husband and journal to him all the time! In a way I miss those "crushing" days...but then, I do enjoy the growth my heart has experienced in that area. <3
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