Life is such a daily thing. Yesterday was awful! Today was wonderful...No predictability whatsoever. That also probably has a lot to do with the fact that I am a female and am prone to very quick mood changes. hahaha. But anyways, I've had a few nights in a row now of restless sleep...so sleep deprivation also had a big role!
I guess my point is...our daily emotional roller coasters are soooo temporary...one minute I hate this guy who broke my heart, the next I'm praying for him and dreaming of an improbable romance between us someday in the future again. hahaha. How could I ever base any decision on my emotions? I cannot. I have to have something more sturdy. firm. reliable.
Guess what that is!!
As usual, God. I don't even know why I doubt him, or try to make decisions without him. It's so pointless!
Hopefully I will look back and read this a month from now and remind myself of this fact so that I don't mess up anymore!
